Friday, June 29, 2007

lulu's final thoughts abt GSS and berkeley...

i just tried stuffing a HUGE amt of things into my luggage.. failed attempt.. hiaz.. i guess i've really to split it into 3 bags.. oh gosh.. how am i going to handle so much things tmr??? i'm going to DIE!!!
okie.. for the emotional part...
The entire period at berkeley felt like it happened in just a blink of an eye... seriously.. time really flew past without me noticing.. though there were seriously times tt i felt superly homesick and wanted to go home terribly badly... it was rather minimal compared to wat i had expected.. i guess it was really due to our lack of time!!!
we had SO MUCH to do in so little time... every single second had to be properly planned and made full use of.. there was no time to waste at all.. tt was the life tt i spent in 6 weeks... rush to play.. rush to study.. rush for lessons.. rush for tours... rush to skype.. rush to msn.. blog... sleep...
Actually.. i nv felt tt this GSS trip would be a reality for me.. since i've always been so dependent on my family and nv thought of leaving home at all... being away from everything for abt 2 months was like IMPOSSIBLE... but i guess.. i underestimated myself! hee~
What will I miss most here?
the cold weather tt i've grown to like... the feeling of living in a small town.. the busy lifestyle... crossroads? but most imptly.. ALL my FRIENDS tt i've made here...
I said many byes today... it felt really werid..cus they were BYES tt meant forever... cus we are all from different countries.. it's really quite unlikely to see them again.. BUT.. seems like i grew stronger.. last time farewells were nv DRY.. hee~ but this time.. i didn't cry yet.. maybe later though.. :p
All in all... the trip was really a great experience for me.. it will always take a huge part in my memories.. and it truly helped me grow up! i hope~ really thankful for this chance tt many may not be as lucky to have..
Now it feels like everything is really coming to an END... packing and puting everything into our bags.. just like storing every memory tt we have had here in our minds... feeling rather sad.. but happy tt i've DONE it too...
Main lesson learnt: you'll nv know wat u can do without giving yourself the chance to try it!
hee~ a lesson tt cost 10K US dollar....
tt's the end of berkeley for me... SF, las vegas, grand canyon.. here i come.. wooHoo...
FINALLY... back in SINGAPORE on 9 july! yeah.. looking forward to seeing all of you!
Lulu

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